• Subject has reached a physical plateau and is exploring the psychological aspects of BDSM.

Entitlement

• She seems sure that she is a great fuck and that should be enough to get her by. There is some level of entitlement there, some arrogance to manage.

Rage

• Once in a scene she is quick to flash anger. There is a searing quality under the surface.

Crying

• Subject really enjoys crying. Relates that she cries about 50% of the time in scenes.

Hypothesis

• When dominated in an s/m scene, she is quick to reach rage. Intimidated, most people back away from it leaving the scene at that level. When pushed past rage, she says that she ’shuts down’ and becomes non-responsive.
• If pushed past rage and steered through that territory, she will tap a spring of knowing and well being to quench her driving thirst for the ‘hidden knowledge’ of BDSM.

• Rage Scene: To drive her past the stage of RAGE and through the territory that lies beyond the crest of her experience.

Rule Set

• 1. Enter and exit basement areas on all fours
• 2. Ask to do Anything inc. bathroom
• 3. Moved by hair
• 4. Use of Sir

Subject’s Motivation

• Wants to learn to ‘let go’

How To Punish

• Over the knee, bare handed spanking
• Something having to do with dirt / filth

How To Reward

• Hard sex
• Squirting
• Physical attentions, petting
• Fisting if she is very good

Best Way To Orgasm

• HARD SEX anyway she can get it.
• Fisting is her favorite
• Squirting if she is really good.

Stats

• Age: 23
• Measurements: 32a-24-35
• Height: 5′7
• Weight: 110
• Breasts: real
• Current status: collared

History

• ‘Interested in BDSM and specifically being submissive for as long as I can remember’.
• Dealt with a period of typical repression of kink urges.
• Began inquiry into the lifestyle through various avenues leading to emergence apx. three years ago.
• Engaged in 24/7 live in status 1.5 years ago.

Limits

• No scenes involving cigarettes.
• No heavy physical exertion through cardio activities like running.
• SuffersTMJ and the status of jaw varies from day to day.

Likes

• Deep thuddy pain – Heavy floggings
• Breath play
• Electricity
• Caning
• Objectification
• Verbal Praise
• Sucking cock
• Being fucked, anally or vaginally

Other

• Self reports well regarding pleasure and pain and levels of arousal.

• Pain slut slave that orgasms from pain

Weaknesses

• Poor performance at household maintenance.
• A tendency to regress to a dissociative state when having difficulty completing assigned tasks or under going activities she does not find enjoyable.

Pain Management

• Excellent.

Marking

• non-issue

Issues

• Low self worth, does not tend to see what she does as valuable.
• ‘I think the quality of the service i provide will increase as i strive to take more pride in it ‘

Sexuality

• She is overall an exhibitionist, and has a very high sex drive

Orgasm

• Trained to orgasm on verbal command when in subspace.
• She will not orgasm until given permission, and does not beg for orgasm unless given permission.

Quotes

• I am willing to put all i have into it and let you be my guide for the next week even if it means taking a deep breath and a tiny step forward on my trust issues.’