December 12th, 2008
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Subject Id: 178
Session Id: 5363
Goals
- Squat and recite the goals:
- Identity and Pain
Rules
- 1. Sir, thank you Sir.
- 2. Control nervous laughter
- 3. Orgasm ONLY when in pain
- 4. Head and eye alignment
Conduct Rating: +3 Demerits
How To Punish
- subject understands that the implement is less important than the intent.
- cane
- humiliating face slapping
- made to stand in high heels
How To Reward
- Hoods, Breath-play, Orgasms
Fears
Trainer’s Gambit
- The first thing is to pay her debt.
- She owes us for her demerit.
- Offer a gambit: 5 successful minutes w/ the whip in exchange for for 3 merits.
- Failure earns her a day of punishment.
Core Skills In Pain Management
- The Training Whip
- ‘Sir, please hurt me Sir.’
Identify Criterion For Skills Assessment
- Successful pain management is:
- Regular Breathing
- No Sweating
- Actively participating, Present
- Progressively take more
- Failure is:
- Not actively engaged
- Non-responsive
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Psychological Elements
Hypothesis
- Old associations of submission with a meek, weaker former self block current reaches into slavehood, manifesting as symptoms of reactance and frustration and causing a confusing inner struggle.
- Reactance: ‘an emotional reaction in direct contradiction to rules or regulations that threaten or eliminate specific behavioral freedoms.’
- Is it possible that the decision to relinquish one’s authority can be considered a ‘free behavior’?
Psych Assessment
- Who is she and what is she good for?
- (given in her order, under duress)
- taking pain
- sucking cock
- fucking
- taking orders
- cleaning up mess
- to look at
- enduring
Sucking
- Cannot keep hands off the cock
- Adequate technique, tight lips
Masturbation
- Bound in painful position
- Ordered to masturbate
- Suffers beautifully
Fucking
- Shaved pussy
- Tight and responsive
- Slow to orgasm
- Takes a hard poundng well
Homework
- Proprioception: definition
- Gayle Rubins: bio
- Paul Gebhard (1969)
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December 5th, 2008
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Training Profile
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Subject Id: #027
Session Id: #5723
Stats
- Age: 25
- From: originally, SoCal
- Breats: real
- Sexual Bias: none
History
- 2 – 3 years exp., started with rough sex, loved it, and actively pursued the lifestyle
- heavy experience w/ masochism
- ‘…it’s a lifestyle.’
Likes
- suspensions
- flogging, esp. on back
- choking, hair pulling
- being roughed up
- bondage
- fisting
- new and interesting toys and possibilities that come from shooting at Kink
Dislikes
- the cane: ‘I don’t like it very much at all…one of my least favorite things…’
Limits
- Repeated and extensive use of canes
- Blindfolding
- Cattle prod
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Fears
- Loosing control
- Pain that she cannot handle
- Failure
Issues
- Control freak, hard time letting go
- Has preached a plateau and cannot get past ‘rage’ in her BDSM
Pain Management
- High pain threshold
- Likes to push herself
- May ‘zone out’
Sexuality
- open about her sexuality
- clearly loves it
- orgasms easily in many different ways
- appears sincere
Orgasm
- sensitive to g spot play
- penetration likely good
- squirter
Quotes
- ‘..using pain as a tool doesn’t work effectively to help me develop..’
- ‘cuming fells really good … then (the pain) cuts right down the middle with something that hurts so much that when you go back to how good it feels orgasming, its 10 times as good.’
- ‘I like to push myself’
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